Well its been a while once again, and I don't even know where to begin!
Lets start with February 9, 2011, 6pm to be exact....
Exactly 23 hours after we arrived at the hospital, a failed attempt to induce labor twice, and after some floor pacing, here you were! We had so much time to prepare, and yet nothing in the world could have prepared me for this. I think the second you entered the world and probably for the next 24 hours I felt like we were the only three people in it. I got to spend two hours completely alone getting to know my 8lb. 12 oz. baby boy. You have ten fingers and ten toes, I think you will have your dads hair and maybe my silly faces. We named you Killian James and we couldn't wait to share with you with the world. You were our personal little miracle and the love that poured out of me was uncontrollable and I don't think I will ever be the same person again.
There is so much I want to share with you, so much I can't wait to tell you, so much I want to give you, and I can't wait for you to experience it all.
I can't wait for you to meet the family, and everyone who will love you to pieces forever.
I love your squeaky little cry, and I know its not gonna last too long, because soon its gonna be a big demanding cry, but right now I could listen to you squeak forever...
You are just this little amazing person, and even though you don't say much, and you don't take up much space, you sure do mean a lot, and around here your gonna be very important.
I just hope your happy here, and I hope you know we love you forever no matter what, and I just want you to know your perfect, and I don't think life can get any better then this. I think I have figured out who I am...your mom, and thats the greatest accomplishment of mine so far.