Thursday, July 28, 2011

These Are a Few of Our Favorite Things....

Oh my the sounds that are filling this house! (Especially the one that filled the house accompanied by smoke as I typed away here and forgot about the boiling noodles on the stove)...

You are more then thrilled when the people on TV talk, I think you think they are talking to you, Actually I am sure you think they are talking to you and I love how you react!  You are starting to crack up and giggle and as adorable as it is, so is your whining. It takes a lot to get you to a full blown cry but you willingly whine!  I love the whining giggle combo! That makes me feel like you are just recognizing yourself making sounds and I don't care who says what, thats what I think!

You love your Daddy. You love watching tv with him and when Daddy gets home from work your all about hanging out with him. Its so cute when he gets home from work and you notice him and you get all excited. Its one of the best parts of the day.

You love the pool! I wasn't sure about letting you in there and you loved laying on the raft and seriously just enjoying the lazy day in the pool, and then when we held you, you were splashing all over and having a blast. You were splashing the water up in your facing and spitting it, and you were cracking us up!

You love bouncing in your jumparoo, so much that one day you literally bounced yourself to sleep. If I didn't see it with my own eyes I wouldn't have believed it.

You LOVE food, your crazy for your bottle, you actually stalk for it! You will follow with your eyes and cry for the empty bottle you just finished. And you love bananas, carrots, green beans, squash, sweet potato, apples, pears, peaches but you don't like PEAS!

I love how you gasp a few breaths of air and then scream out HAH HAH HAH, and each HAH gets louder. You are starting to chat it up a little with your toys in the car and in your crib. You do love your glo-worm when your in your crib, we have even caught you holding it against your face.

Lately you have been taking your two tiny little hands and grabbing our cheeks and then you cuddle your little cheek against ours and it is truly the best feeling I have ever experienced in my life. I even swear your trying to give kisses. We love to each take one of your cheeks at the same time and just smother you with kisses and the best part is you love it and you crack up! I wish everyone could hear your little laugh because it is the best sound ever. Your always smiling, and there isn't a day that goes by where I swear time stands still while I get all caught up in you and I love every second of it. I am truly thankful that God gave you to me and I never knew how much I needed you in my life. I love you Killian James, and even though your just short of six months old I cannot remember life without you.

Monday, May 16, 2011

I hope you don't mind...(my creativity is lacking while my sensitivity is kicking....)

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Welcome To My Silly Life...your perfect....

Well its been a while once again, and I don't even know where to begin!
Lets start with February 9, 2011, 6pm to be exact....

 Exactly 23 hours after we arrived at the hospital, a failed attempt to induce labor twice, and after some floor pacing, here you were! We had so much time to prepare, and yet nothing in the world could have prepared me for this. I think the second you entered the world and probably for the next 24 hours I felt like we were the only three people in it. I got to spend two hours completely alone getting to know my 8lb. 12 oz. baby boy. You have ten fingers and ten toes, I think you will have your dads hair and maybe my silly faces. We named you Killian James and we couldn't wait to share with you with the world. You were our personal little miracle and the love that poured out of me was uncontrollable and I don't think I will ever be the same person again.

There is so much I want to share with you, so much I can't wait to tell you, so much I want to give you, and I can't wait for you to experience it all.
I can't wait for you to meet the family, and everyone who will love you to pieces forever.
I love your squeaky little cry, and I know its not gonna last too long, because soon its gonna be a big demanding cry, but right now I could listen to you squeak forever...
You are just this little amazing person, and even though you don't say much, and you don't take up much space, you sure do mean a lot, and around here your gonna be very important.
 I just hope your happy here, and I hope you know we love you forever no matter what, and I just want you to know your perfect, and I don't think life can get any better then this. I think I have figured out who I am...your mom, and thats the greatest accomplishment of mine so far.